My bubbly tree

My strong
My beautiful
My bubbly tree

she is no longer alone she is no longer unhappy
but she still has much to experience

her foliage is beautiful, it's fresh, and untouched
along with the seasons her appearance is ever changing
though no longer a sapling her stature is petite
she may look brazen but is still very soft
her roots go deep and hold strong to her beliefs
but like strong winds blow a genuine suitor my easily loosen her grasp

though I long for change her growth is imminent but slow
but as she gets older and her ring count grows
her visions of the world do to
with growth comes change
and with change comes acceptance
the first step to loving is accepting
accepting your feelings
feelings we share forever and always

My strong
My beautiful
My bubbly tree


Love, Matt

Let Go:

Frou Frou

Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out
Leave your things behind
'Cos it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy
Writing your your tragedy
These mishaps you bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So let go jump in
Oh well what you waiting for
It's alright
'Cos there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go just get in
Oh it's so amazing here
It's alright
'Cos there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You've twenty seconds to comply

Who needs a boy
Headlights are my shooting stars at night
The fog on the window is the morning dew
The moon is lit by the pale dome light
But why are my dreams filled with you?

Who needs a boy when I've got this guitar?
Who needs a boy when she'd only be too far?
Who needs a boy to brighten my day; to miss when I'm away,
Who needs a boy?

The road is my best friend today
Conversations with the scenic view
We sing songs with the clouds and the rain
Why are they all about you?

A boy to brighten my day
A boy to miss when I'm away
We all need someone to miss when we're away

Sometimes I need a boy just like I need this guitar
Sometimes I need a boy even if she is too far
Sometimes I need a boy to brighten my day; to miss when I'm away
I need a my boy

-Sky Harbor (its really "who needs a girl"...but eeeh...same thing.)

so today i thought a lot about how my brother is leaving tomarrow...and how i don't have my momma to cry with or my baby to talk to. so i sit at home alone and cry missing everyone that  i don't have and wishing for everyone i want by my side. and it's sad because not everyone i want to be with is gone, it's sad because some of those people just don't want to be here

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I go through my day
And I think of what you've said
I dream of your arms around me
As I climb into bed

I don't know what you're doing
And I don't know where you are
But I look up at that great big sky
And I hope you're wishing on that same
bright star

I wonder, I pray

And I sleep alone
I cry alone
And it's so hard living here on my own
So please, come home soon

I know that we're together
Even though we're far apart
And I'll hold mt picture of you as i sleep 
Pressed closely to my heart

I still imagine your touch
It's beautiful missing something that much
But sometimes love needs a fighting chance
So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance

I sleep alone
I cry alone
Without you this house is not a home
So please, come home soon

I walk alone
I try alone
I'll wait for you
So please, come home soon

Come home soon
Come home soon

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